Trying to get back on track
I know I haven’t made a proper post in a really long time, and I am really sorry for those who actually give a shit about what I have to say. I have thought about making a post pretty much everyday, but I just haven’t gotten around to it, you know? I’ve had a really big lack of energy over the last months and I’ve been really tired. I have thought a lot about where I was a year ago and where I am now. My life has changed a lot, and I suppose I have too. But mentally, I’m not better. I have made some pretty big life changes over the last couple of months, I’ve gotten in to school and I’ve made some really amazing friends that I really cherish and I am hopping to keep them for a long time. I’ve also bleached my hair a big lot lighter than what it was before and I’ve started to add some fun colours to it, pink being the first one of course. The process of bleaching it took less than two days for me, but going this fast is probably not recommended, since most people’s hair would probably fall and break after the amount of dye and bleached that it had to put up with in less than 48 hours, but my hair handled it surprisingly well and had no problem with it. One other big change for me was that I two times decided to stop self harming, I haven’t really talked about it on here, but I know I’ve mentioned it before. The first time I decided to stop I made it six weeks, but than on the one year anniversary of my suicide attempt(also, not really something I’ve talked about, but mentioned) I broke it and started again for a while, but today I’m ten days clean and I’m planning on keeping it that way.
As of this, blog I’m planning on getting back on track with it, as it’s something I really enjoy, and want to do. I’m going to try on making the next nail challenge post and on Sunday I’m going on a family party, so I’m hoping on posting more soon 🙂